Should I live in pain so others can live pain-free?
Life is a little up in the air right now. That brings me to a very pertinent question. If someone…
I am a life ruiner; I ruin lives
Let’s get one thing straight. For all you who think I am ‘perfect’, I am a life ruiner. Always ruined…
Tired
I’m so tired. Tired of fighting this every single day. Tired of the constant battle. Tired of waking up every…
Would Anybody Miss Me When I’m Gone?
Would anybody miss me when I’m gone? Truly? Perhaps a few. They’d soon get over it I’m sure. Spent the…
Should We Save Those Who Don’t Want To Be Saved?
The saying goes ‘if someone says they’re going to commit suicide then they wont do it’. I am fully in…
Whisky Breakfast
Woke up this morning in the worst state of mind. Last night was not a good one. This morning is…
How Will I Cope Once Doggie Goes To Doggie Heaven?
What happens when my doggie goes to doggie Heaven? This is a question I try not to think about but…
Anyone But Me (Poem)
Who’d want me? To be me, To haunt me, To see me, I want to be, Anyone but me. I…
Is This The REAL Reason I Am Agoraphobic?
I needed this! This needs to be scribed down while it’s fresh in my memory. I can’t believe no actual…
Please make it all end (Poem)
When will it all end? Heart aching, hurting, imploding Mind aching, hurting, exploding Can’t do this Please make it all…