Bet365 Failed Me And Now Is Payback
As a compulsive gambler for near on two decades, I took the massive step last year to finally quit. Spending…
Category: Health & Wellbeing
Feeling Dead Inside
This feeling of inner death, nothingness, emptiness, has plagued me for around a year. It is ongoing, seemingly bottomless and…
Ex Gambler, One Year Into Recovery Journey
12 months ago I took my very last bet and embarked upon my biggest gamble yet. Leaving everything i had…
Truly Am A Horrible Person
I have recently been made aware of how bad a person I actually am. It has made me sit up…
Which Star Wars Character Would You Be?
Growing up I longed to be Luke Skywalker. Waving that blue or green lightsaber, heroically saving the day, striking down…
One more day closer to death….
A torrid year. Soon enough it’ll be one full year since I planned and fully intended to execute those plans…
How Will It All End?
How am I still here? or, more to the point, why am I still here? What’s the point in my…
Anywhere But Here (Poem)
Following on from my hugely popular Anyone But Me Poem, we have the latest instalment of life with Anywhere But…
Is This It For Me? Resigned To Life As We Know It
Every single day I wake up to the same thing. Life. Unfortunately. After a brief interlude it seems life as…
Today should have been the last day…
Today is the day; or, rather, today was the day. It was supposed to be the day, but alas it…